ok so i have sh on my thighs and i had this dream that i was in the school bathroom except there were like 100 stalls. and also it was the first day of high school even tho im going to 8th grade in the fall. (its summer rn) so in the bathroom there were little kids in there like probably between 5 - 10 years old for some reason. and so when i went in i had to go thru a few stalls since some didnt have toilet paper and missing locks. so i settled on a stall that was near the exit door. i have an irrational fear of people seeing me in the stall thru the space in the door. so these little kids started coming in everybodys stall with these toy guns with shrek on them. i was trying to hold my stall closed but somehow they managed to open it. now i lift weights and i have more muscle than a sporty 13 yr old girl so i was very surprised when they knocked the door down. so one of the kids saw my sh on my thigh cos for some reason i was wearing shorts which i never do for obvious reasons. so that kid started yelling she doesnt love herself and shes ashamed of herself so i became super nervous and tried to shut the kid up since theres a security guard outside of the door and i didnt want them to call my mom. i made up this story that i had a gymnastics accident when i was in kindergarden and that the cuts were from there. somehow the kids believed me. it got bad when the security guard mr ba whos like 7 ft tall got involved. he was asking a bunch of questions that i had to lie thru. i was starting to get really scared and started sweating when he brought out his clipboard and was asking personal questions. he also said sm on his walkie talkie that i couldnt make out. turns out he wasnt gonna let me leave the bathroom or let ANYBODY leave. then he started asking for the kids with the shrek guns. i actually started to believe that he wasnt gonna get me in trouble. i was so stressed that i went into the stall and pulled out my blade from my phone case for "just in case." so i started bleeding really hard and mr ba ripped the stall door down. somehow all the kids from the bathroom dissapeared and mr ba started getting really close. i was really scared that sm was gonna happen. he then picked me up and led me to a room. it had white walls and a bed and dresser and closet and some plants. no windows tho. he placed me down on the bed. i assumed that he was gonna talk to me that what i was doing us stupid etc. instead he stripped me... i was so ashamed or my sh that i tried covering it. mr ba made me stand in front or a mirror and stare at my sh. i was already uncomfortable since i was standing in only my socks and burgundy converse. then he picked me up once again. this time i could tell sm bad was gonna happen. he laid me down on the bed and he morphed into a guy my age. my type and everything. i blushed at him and was instantly turned on... and with hormones and eveything at my age... i guess u can tell what i was feeling. 😭☠️ the guy told me that i was safe with him and hugged me. i felt safe too. not at all uncomfortable like i was with mr ba. it completely didnt occur to me that mr ba morphed into the guy. then the guy told me his name. i dont really remember it but i think it was chris. so chris started tracing my cuts and kissing them. i felt so safe and finally like there was somebody there that didnt scream at me for my sh. he then laid down with me and hugged me again. he told me that everything was going to be ok and i actually believed him. he kissed me on my neck and down to my chest and down to my belly. now im very insecure about my belly fat and it comforted me that he didnt remark that i should eat less and instead kissed my belly. his clothes kept dissapearing until it was down to his socks and blue forum lows. i guess u can tell what happened next. if u cant well then he kissed me a bunch down there and had u know what with me. afterward he told me that i shouldnt be ashamed about my sh and more things like that. it comforted me that somebody out there actually cared and loved me for who i was and not for who they wanted me to be. it was a weird dream that took a weird turn but in the end it had a good ending. if u read all of this thank you! ❤️